客心摇摇若悬旌,三度欲归归不成。
方春欲归我自懒,秋冬欲归事自变。
问我欲归定何时,天公默定人不知。
孔公晚岁将入楚,盘桓陈蔡行且住。
昭王已死不复南,意欲归老父母邦。
卫灵父子无足取,姑尔息肩俟东鲁。
三桓岂知用圣人,哀公亦自不能臣。
冉求一战却齐虏,请君召师君亦许。
归来闭户理诗书,弁冕时出从大夫。
梦见周公已不复,老死故国心亦足。
孔公愈老愈屯邅,顾我未及门下贤。
乡邦万里不能往,妻孥近寄颍川上。
依嵩架颍结茅茨,自问此志于何期。
汝南一寓岁行复,来年归去栽松竹。
客心摇摇若悬旌,三度欲归归不成。
方春欲归我自懒,秋冬欲归事自变。
问我欲归定何时,天公默定人不知。
孔公晚岁将入楚,盘桓陈蔡行且住。
昭王已死不复南,意欲归老父母邦。
卫灵父子无足取,姑尔息肩俟东鲁。
三桓岂知用圣人,哀公亦自不能臣。
冉求一战却齐虏,请君召师君亦许。
归来闭户理诗书,弁冕时出从大夫。
梦见周公已不复,老死故国心亦足。
孔公愈老愈屯邅,顾我未及门下贤。
乡邦万里不能往,妻孥近寄颍川上。
依嵩架颍结茅茨,自问此志于何期。
汝南一寓岁行复,来年归去栽松竹。
客居者的心摇荡不定,如同悬挂的旌旗;
三次想要归去,三次都未能成行。
正值春天想归去,我自己却生懒意;
到了秋冬想归去,世事又自然变迁。
问我究竟何时能归去?天意沉默,人不得知。
孔夫子晚年打算前往楚国,
却在陈国与蔡国之间徘徊,行而又止。
楚昭王已死,他不再南行;
心意是归隐养老于父母之邦。
卫灵公父子不值得追随,
姑且歇肩等待(返回)东鲁的时机。
三桓哪里懂得任用圣人,
鲁哀公自己也无力使孔子为臣。
冉求一战击退了齐军,
请求君主出兵,君主也予以准许。
归来后闭门研读诗书,
时常戴上礼帽跟随大夫参与政事。
梦见周公的情景已不再有,
老死于故国,内心也已满足。
孔夫子越是年老,越是困顿艰难;
反观我,还不及他门下的贤者。
万里之外的故乡无法前往,
妻子儿女就近寄居在颍川之上。
依傍嵩山,跨越颍水,搭建茅屋;
自问这份志向何时能够实现。
在汝南寓居一年又将过去,
来年归去时,要栽种松树与竹子。
My heart, a wanderer's, flutters like a hanging flag;
Thrice I planned to return, yet thrice my plans would lag.
In spring I wished to go, but idleness held sway;
Come autumn and winter, affairs blocked my way.
You ask when I shall return—I cannot tell;
Heaven keeps its silence, and men cannot foretell.
In his later years, Confucius aimed for Chu's land,
But lingered in Chen and Cai, as if by command.
King Zhao had died, no more southward he'd proceed;
He wished to retire to his parents' land, indeed.
Duke Ling of Wei and his son were not worth a stay;
He rested his shoulders, awaiting Lu's day.
The three Huan clans knew not how to use the sage;
Duke Ai himself could not keep him in his cage.
Ran Qiu repelled Qi's troops with a single fight;
He asked for troops, and the duke granted his right.
Returning, he closed his door to study lore,
And donned his cap to follow lords as before.
He dreamt of Duke Zhou no more—that dream had passed;
To grow old and die in his homeland would suffice at last.
Confucius, the older, the more hardship he bore;
I, not yet a worthy disciple at his door.
My homeland, ten thousand miles away, I cannot reach;
My wife and children dwell near Yingchuan, each.
By Mount Song, over Ying River, I built my thatched abode;
I ask myself when this ambition will be bestowed.
A year in Runan has passed, and soon another will come;
Next year I'll return to plant pines and bamboos, my home.
在治理视角下,归途受阻体现了制度对个体流动的约束。
游子思归而屡屡受阻,内心动荡不安。
本诗为七言古诗,押平声韵。
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